Here we go, at the ole writing thing again. Not a whole lot to blog about this time, things are still kinda the same. Nothing but positivity, good vibes, and great people. I can feel even better things to come. Hopefully one of those things being a job. I feel as though I am forever on the job hunt and I know one has to come my way soon, im not giving up til I get what I want. And this kinda can do attitude has gotten me quite far in recent times. Since my four month sabbatical in Boston, MA I have become such a different person and only in a good way. I came back and met such amazing people and have had even more amazing experiences with these people. Watching them live their life and being able to be a part of it is such a blessing to me. I had no idea what I had until I really started to think about it. I know this is all sort of repetitive with my last few posts but I just feel like I can't seem to capture this part of my life and the ongoing activities and feelings with enough words. So I will constantly be posting about this.
With all that being said, boy did I have a pretty rough day today but it got way better as the hours moved from one to the next. I went to donate plasma today which is something that I do twice a week for my income until a job opportunity comes along. Well normally donating goes well no problems and I feel a bit fatigued afterward. Today I finished donating and walked to a fast food place to get some water and break a bill for bus money. As I was waiting in line my vision got really fuzzy and my hearing was bizarre. All of a sudden I couldn't hear anything accept this really loud obnoxious buzzing. I tried to put my headphones in to bring me back to earth and that made me super nauseous. Next thing I know there are two managers leaning over me, checking my pulse and asking if I would like them to call an ambulance. This was the last thing that I needed, so they helped me over to a chair and got me some water and I called a friend who was nice enough to come and pick me up. We did some light grocery shopping before she was kind enough to take me home. Walking through the apartment door I was super dizzy and short of breath. I put the groceries away drank a bunch of water and took a nap. I woke as soon as my boyfriend walked in the door. I barely had the energy to talk and catch him up on my days activity.
I have never felt so drained in my life. My boyfriend was kind enough to order out for dinner because I just did not have the energy to cook. After getting some food in my stomach and drinking a bunch more water, I began to feel slightly better. I am still extremely fatigued but since he has the day off tomorrow we decided to head down to a local bar and check out some live music. A few of my friends were playing sets and it's always great to go down and support my friends in their endeavors. Took things pretty easy and wasn't gonna go but one of those friends is moving out of town fairly soon and since he is one of my best friends, I try not to miss any opportunity to see him play. Also tonight was a debut of another one of my friends. They all did such an amazing job, I give them props for what they do. They are all so skilled and have so much fun doing what they do best. You can feel their person in what they produce and seeing their smiles while they play is phenomenal.
Speaking of friends that are leaving state, there are quite a few of them that are leaving to explore and see where life takes them. I wish them nothing but the best in their adventures, I know they will have so much fun, and learn so much. I can't wait to hear about everything. Its quite strange to be saying goodbyes or see you laters and having them leave. I am so used to being in that role and now it's quite a different experience being on that side of the fence. I am still kinda used to it being an ex-military child, it is the kinda thing you grow up with. But in the last 5 years it has been me leaving but now roles are reversed. I can't wait to see where things go from here with my friends and myself.
I wish my friends nothing but the safest and most fulfilling journeys. And will continue to support them in all that they do and learn. I hope that I will be able to stay in contact with them and hear all about everything. With that being said, it has been a very long day and this chica is gonna go to bed and see what the next day has to offer. Hopefully it offers much better things than the earlier part of today has. Goodnight and good vibes. Thanks again to everyone who takes the time out to read this. I can't thank everyone enough!!!
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