Wine, Phenomenal Music, and My Thoughts

I look into the distance and I see a figure

Standing in the murky fog

Unable to determine anything about what I am seeing

Getting frustrated with squinting and guessing

Finally impatient with myself I start moving forward

And it seems as though no matter how far I walk

Or fast I run the figure never seems to get closer

Finally as I inch forward I realize that figure is me

Nothing determined about the situation except that is my face

Through trials and tribulations

I see myself clearer

I’m finally starting to become who I was meant to

Now I am standing right in front of me

Staring myself in the eyes

Saying nothing, just taking it all in

Next thing I know I’m looking two me’s

One is so young looking

Nothing but scars and bruises

Words markered all over the scars and bruises

The other me seems to have a suit of armor on

And I am watching as the sky opens up around me and pelts me with things

Watching my face I see that nothing is affecting me

I am being beaten to a pulp and still I stand strong

Nothing can break me

I see that this is who I am to become

A strong individual who will not break no matter what the world throws at me

Someone who will find her inner peace everytime

Someone who knows that she can do what ever she sets her mind to

People, places, or situations will no longer bring me down

I will beat any and whatever challenge is placed in front of me

I will accept everything that happens in my life and see the positive

No more negative or toxic connections