Wednesday, July 17, 2013

motivation molds the words my brain cannot.

Constantly heartbroken
Friends and lovers all seem to disappoint
My heart is as open as the sky
People infiltrate without a second thought
Littering and polluting what should be so pure

No longer full of trust
Always on guard
The mote around my deeply guarded castle
Grows bigger and more treacherous
I caution all including myself at this point

Tried once to put my heart in a box and lock it away
It sat and wasted away in a dungeon
When it came time to dust off that ruby
It did not belong to me anymore

For my journey to find myself began
At the beginning of this adventure,
I could not recognize the reflection
So blurry and colorless
As the days and months passed
The image in the mirror became clearer
It was me, I was just lost and had a muddled mind

Learning to be ok with humanity was only the start
I needed to learn how to love, accept, and forgive again
I needed to learn it was okay to be happy
I needed to find something to believe in
I found that something
This is a good push for myself into this self reflecting journey

Never do I want to get to the point where I don't recognize myself again
I want to meet new souls, make phenomenal connections, enjoy life
I have started seeing the positive no matter how bad the situation
I can feel positive energy surrounding me and my loved ones
Peace, love and smile are what make this world go round
Just need to go back to simple times and simple things

We have clearly lost what is important to us as a worldwide community
There are very few of us who have started the internal journey
So many that will in their own time
So many that will not
Eventually this world will be healed again
Just takes one person at a time


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