Sorry its been so long since I have posted anything in the blog. And the apology is more towards myself than anyone else. I would definitely like for this to be more of a regular thing but as we all know life happens. We all get busy with people places and things that distract us from what we should be focusing on.
So anyway this chica has been super busy. Lets start with my work life. So I have been working in Bedford at a coffee shop and as much as I love my job there, I wasn't a big fan of coming back to the shop to work again after a year and a half to find out that everyone I used to work with was gone. Everyone had either moved to another shop or got a real job.But I gave it the benefit of the doubt thinking hey new friends new start. And it was good the first couple of weeks but then I just started getting that feeling that no matter what I did I didn't fit in with the shop. But as the weeks went on I started helping out over at the Concord shop and immediately found my new family. From the first hour of my first cover shift I knew that was where I wanted to work. The customers were great, there is always something to do, and best of all the people that work there are awesome! I felt like I fit in immediately. I couldn't believe the warm welcome and the amount of laughs and smiles. How incredible.
It seems as though this is starting to become a regular thing, this feeling of belonging. I have been introduced to one of the greatest groups of people I have ever met. They are such a tight knit family and you can tell right away when meeting them. They all care for each other and protect each other its such a great thing to see. I feel like I have been missing that element in my life for a while with friends. Now don't get me wrong I have had such good friends in the past but there was always an element missing and I have found that in these people. They were so kind to accept me as I am in all my crazy ways and involve me in things so quickly. They are all so nice and non-judgmental.
This all happened because of stupid rational decisions. It is so crazy to see how life takes you on such a journey. It really comes to show you never know whats going to happen one min to the next. Who knew that moving out here for one guy who completely blew me off would turn into dating an old friend and meeting such a great group of people. The only bummer in life right now would probably have to be my living situation. I am staying in and out of a motel for the time being but the time I spend in my car are so far are nights that have been wicked cold. And it certainly is lonely at times. At least I can stay positive. It could be worse. I could not have a car and be on the streets. I try to think about that when I'm feeling down. I will be publishing two posts today so I will put an end to this one.
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